Confused as hell
Ok I'll start from the beginning. A couple months ago, I had a dream about me being in a kitchen of this beautiful home and I'm in a tshirt making breakfast for my kids but I'm making more than I need to for myself and my two kids. I'm listening to music and dancing and singing with it just as I usually do. (It's normal for me to sing and dance while I cook) As I'm standing at the stove, I look around and see 3 little girls and a little boy run around the living room of this house and it makes me smile. As I'm watching them, this gorgeous blue eyed blonde haired man comes up behind me and wraps his arms around me while resting his chin on my shoulder. I usually wake up then. I had this dream 4 times. I ended up getting a new job and didn't realize it until a bit ago that the man in dream is a man I've fallen in love with while working alongside him. I didn't recognize him from my dream right away because due to stress I pushed that dream to the back of my mind. On top of that dream, we've both dreamt about going on a vacation together and having sex for the first time.. he described the dress I was wearing in my dream just as I could tell him the exact details of the cabin we rented. At the same time We're both telling each other the details of this dream at the same time. It's a bit freaky for me now that I realized he's the man from my happiest dream... it's confusing to me and freaking me out that this is happening.
23, mother of 2,